I’ve got a lot on my mind so this was the outcome of my insomnia filled night.
I’m not ashamed to say this but I’m ashamed that I let this happen.
A year ago I weighed like 220 yesterday I weighed myself and I now weigh 262. I’ve gone up two pant sizes and a shirt size.
I feel awful. I let myself go way too much. I hate wearing anything other than black because I’m afraid people are going to find me to be grotesque. And guys around here don’t want to date a blob like me.
I wish I could find a method that works for me to lose weight. It’s hard with work because we always eat on the go and if we’re bored we snack on stuff.
There’s gotta be a way to accomplish this in between school and work.
I don’t believe anyone will really read this but at least I can vent to myself.